I am pleased to host one of my current student teachers from the Manhattan campus of Mercy College, Melina Milanovic. She just passed the EdTPA with flying colors, but she has some important thoughts to share. Pass this along, it should go viral.
EDTPA!
Where should I begin? How about the handbook? The handbook is a great place to
begin because the handbook is where the anxiety starts. A teacher candidate
might have heard about the edTPA in passing, I know I have. However, the
reality of what is being asked of a teacher candidate only becomes real once
the handbook is read, and though you feel like student teaching is the
completion of this long journey, it is only the beginning. The first time I
read the handbook I remember feeling overwhelmed. I thought how would I be able
to complete this much work in a seven-week placement? Will my cooperating
teachers understand? How will I get to know these kids in a short amount of
time in order to plan, teach, and assess during this learning segment? To be
honest, if you are dedicated enough it is possible. It is possible to finish
the edTPA in about two months. I would say on average I spent three hours a day
on edTPA for 60 days. That is only the amount of time I spent working on the edTPA,
but not the amount of time I spent thinking about the edTPA. I even had people
around me such as co-workers, and family members that are not teachers, being
informed about edTPA because of my constant talking about it. They kept asking,
"Why do you want to be a teacher again?" It is important to not let
edTPA take that away from you, the reason why you are becoming a teacher!
Always keep the end goal in mind.
Spending
this much time on edTPA comes with sacrifices. First, you can forget about
taking your time to plan lessons that you will teach outside of edTPA in your
first placement. It is nearly impossible to plan, teach, and assess lessons
outside of edTPA. Of course it needs to be done because your cooperating
teacher and your college program expect you to take the role of the teacher.
However, you will definitely not be as prepared as you could have been because
of the edTPA. Also, you must be quick to learn about your students, the
community of the school, and the culture of the school. Luckily, I am student
teaching in my own neighborhood, and I know the diversity and culture of my
students. However, I can imagine the difficulty of trying to figure this out
without any prior knowledge. Also, you must take full control of the classroom
and not treat yourself as a guest. Thus, there is really no time to transition
into the role of a lead teacher; you need to act quickly in order to become the
lead teacher!
Next, you
can forget about focusing on your student teaching experience as a whole. I am
currently in my second placement and I am burned out. I am not even excited to
be here, which is saddening because this is the experience I have looked
forward to since the start of my first education class. The edTPA literally
drains your energy. That is the best way to describe it! By the time you reach
the second placement you are mentally done. Many people might still even be
working on edTPA during their second placement. Fortunately, I am not worrying
about it during this placement, and can focus on the students I am teaching.
I
mentioned reading the handbook, but I did not mention reading it over twenty
times?! Is that necessary? Well, for me it was. As a result, I can now sit down
and discuss any page of the handbook with anyone that would ask me a question about
it. I can tell you about the elementary edTPA as well as I can spell my last
name. How does this benefit me as a teacher? In short, it doesn't. The edTPA is
only a repetition of what I have learned in college, but with more
rigorous requirements, different fancy language, and of course an expensive fee
of $300.00 (yes, American).
In the
end I earned a 61 out of 90 points on my portfolio. The portfolio I did my very
best on, and worked on without any help from anyone. When I say I did my best I
am not exaggerating. I spent long days, long nights, weekends, free time, and
time that I did not even know I had to spare on this portfolio. I did the
maximum for this portfolio. If nine pages were required, I wrote nine. If six
were required, I wrote six. Thus, the commentary total across my four sections
came out to about 32 single spaced pages, excluding my 12-page lesson plans, my
context for learning forms, my student work, my videos, my instructional
materials, and my assessments. So, I guess I am a teacher that is classified as
a "61" even though I worked as a teacher that left no room for error.
Thanks Pearson for the mastery score! I can only imagine how one can reach a 90
out of 90, if I poured everything I had to receive this 61. Do they take into consideration
that we are practicing to teach? They sure do not grade like they have taken
this into consideration.
Student teaching is not figuring out the kind of
teacher you want to be, it is about figuring out the kind of teacher edTPA
wants you to be. Remember everyone, plan and plan until you cannot plan
anymore. Then teach under edTPA's exact requirements until you cannot teach
anymore. Then assess and continue to assess until you cannot assess
anymore!
Try
to use your built-in teacher compass and not lose sight of who you want to be
as a teacher. Do not let edTPA discourage you, instead embrace and learn from
it. I decided not to do that, and I spent the semester frustrated. If I could
go back, I would try to be more optimistic, which is easier said than done,
because this experience almost leaves no room for optimism. You are like a
robot that is programmed to only one way of teaching, the edTPA way. I
would suggest using any resources that are available to you in order to help
you during this process, and take it seriously! Be as explicit as that handbook
tells you to be because it seems like that is what they are looking for. Also,
remember that teachers are creative. There is always room for creativity, which
can be beneficial for both your students and you.
